What Is It That You Really Want?

Your health depends on it.

Julia Haffner
4 min readOct 24, 2022
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Bob Proctor used to ask “What is it that you really want? No. Really, really want?” — every time he would hold a seminar or a webinar online. It seems like a very simple question — yet it is one of the hardest one to answer. At least for me.

For such a long time I have struggled to understand what it is that I want in life. I didn’t know. I thought I wanted to become a doctor. Which I became. But then I didn’t like my life as a doctor to a point where I wanted to die.

Then what? What do I want after I thought I fulfilled my dream that turned out to be a “nightmare”. I was afraid of “wanting”. I didn’t dare to “want”. I ignored my desires within me because the fear that those wants would turn out as bad as my biggest dream of being a doctor.

That went on for many years… I didn’t listen to myself. I was drifting. From one day to another. From month to month. From year to year… until today.

Today I know what I want. And I am not afraid of asking for it, because I know that not only will this help others and help them heal within, but I also appreciate my experiences that led me towards today, this very moment.

You see, when we ignore our desires, we disconnect from our essence.
Our desires is this beautiful magical…

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Julia Haffner

Quit being a doctor to search for the secrets of the Universe that help others grow, expand their consciousness and heal from within.